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Saturday, September 7th 2024

Happy Saturday ! Strength from pain x

Hey all

Happy Saturday feeling back to good spirits again today ! no stopping me i do not stay knocked down forever! it is life and i have to get on with it! and be positive no matter what the outcome is! and that is me ! strong and resilient !

So i have been to my happy place again ! so feel grounded and level again lol

The strength in the pain.

Observation: People are scared of everything.
I cannot say I am fearless.
But here's the thing.
I believe that we find ourselves in the pain and the ****.
Why are we so scared to feel?
Those happy moments, they're great.
Who doesn't love to be loved and to have smiles and laughs surrounding them affectionately?
But to be so low, to let yourself feel the gut-wrenching, dreadful, anxious, grieving, suffering, numbing pain,
it makes those moments of happiness even greater.
It's no longer a happy moment, it's an exhilarating one.
I swear you'll feel so happy that you wouldn't even care if it was your last moment on earth.
It's no longer a laugh, but a bellow that makes your insides scream of joy.
It's no longer just a b*** laughing, it's a beautiful little soul that makes your whole day a little brighter.
It's no longer just a song, it's a beautifully crafted symphony that makes your ears explode.
It's not longer just a day to you, it will be a day in which you do everything possible to take that happiness and spread it to others. And that can be every day.
But to feel this, the truth is that you have to go through the **** first. You have to let yourself be depressed and anxious and moody and angry and sad, because once you've felt it all you'll know that you can get yourself out. And that everything will be okay. And that being lost will get you found again. You can't give up on yourself because I'm telling you this: You can find strength in every pain.

So here's to you life, keep pushing me down and pushing back at me. Because it just makes me want to keep being stronger.

Written by

The spicy dandelion

what a beautiful poem so raw but true ! x

Have a fab weekend sending lots of love and positive vibes your way x

All my love

Sophia Crystal-Tease

Saturday, September 7th 2024

Cam schedule update xxx

Hey

Just an update on cam schedule with the given situation I need to plan around meets plus helping my mom at such a time when she needs me !! So my cam schedule will be a-bit unpredictable atm !this I am sorry it can not be helped ! My mom again comes first above everything!!

I will do my upmost best to keep times as upto date as I can ! I think going forward just to do it for everyday my cam times !Because I have to get mom to hospital appointments tests etc my mom is my main priority to make sure she gets the help needed !!

I am still very much here still cam still doing meets ! This week I Havent been able to stick to times ! On cam so much ! Due to mom needing me ! So times haven’t been stuck to ‘ this is not my fault ‘ my mom comes first ! I can only apologise to my reg clients so sorry !! But in the given situation this again was unforeseen not of my fault ! These things happen!!!

As to giving exact times atm I can’t sorry about this guys ! I will try update where I can ‘ when I can and as soon as I no !

I am still very strong ‘ in an excellent head space so thankful and blessed to be in this strong position to help my mom ! I’m feeling positive!!very strong and able to face anything life throws at me !! Xxx but whatever my mom needs she will get. My mom carried me for 9 months gave birth too me and gave me life ! I owe my mom everything! And more ! The respect I have is immense my mom looked after me all that time ‘ now it’s time for me to give something back to my mom !!that I will do my upmost best x

Have a great Saturday I just wanted to explain the unpredictability of my cam schedule this week plus it will be unpredictable for a few weeks or so ! for a-little while I will update as best I can ! Sorry again I can only apologise xx tomorrow I will be on more and hopefully Monday! Xx

Thanks for understanding

All my love

Sophia Crystal-Tease

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