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Monday, February 11th 2019

First blog of 2019!

Hi! Have you missed me?
I've been having a fantastic few months touring.. Its.going from strength to strength.. Currently trying to attract followers on twitter :)
You will notice I am doing more and more video content lately.. I have such a passion for making videos, I get a huge head rush when I watch them back and can see how amazing they look!
I have just been touring and had a very sexy regular visit, who has a lovely small cock, already featured in one of my vids!
Its so suckable and delicious.. He adores it when I slurp up his cock and his balls all at once! :p
I love driving him crazy, teasing him with my mouth and tongue and saturating his cock with spit. He nearly cums so many times and has to keep stopping me! We even put a condom on to reduce sensation, because he doesn't want it to end too quick!
It makes me feel like a Goddess knowing I can drive a man wild with my skills. Best job on the planet!!
Thank you all so much for booking me and appreciating me ♥️
Make sure you have clicked to be notified every time I post a new video! And make sure when you watch them you send me feedback!!! Xxx

Monday, December 31st 2018

Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year to you!

Well here I am checking into my blog after another 6 months! Wtf! Where did this year go?!
I am still really enjoying myself touring, finding the places that work best for me :)
Recently joined twitter which is proving inspiring and uplifting following lots of sex workers fighting for our rights to do this safely and legally :)
If you havent noticed I have been posting more videos this year and love taking these with clients, it really turns me on and I love watching them afterwards ❤️.Please if you watch them let me know what you particularly love and would like to see more of.

Am looking forward to another year of fun and success in this.
So glad the holidays are nearly over again as i seriously miss sucking and deepthroating! It is heaven for me, something I get high off and use to relax /switch off my mind and forget my woes.
Just remember to show me how much you are loving it, the more excited i can see and hear you are, the more i enjoy it and go wild!!
I thrive on praise! X

Monday, June 4th 2018

Hello again!

Well! It's been a ridiculously long time again since I posted here on my blog.
It's been just over a year now since I left my day job behind and dedicated myself to escorting! And i have absolutely loved it :)
I mean like for anyone self employed there are periods of worry when its quiet for a bit..its amazing how quickly I start to panic that no one wants me anymore!
Each time though it proves to be just a "blip", and I am soon lovely and busy again.
I feel a lot less vulnerable and more in control now I am my own boss. I have noticed that my submissive cravings intensify the more in control and strong I feel!
It makes sense now that near the end of my other career when I felt threatened and bullied that I found I just couldn't handle being dominated much for a while.
I have also noticed that the same happens if I am a little under the weather/out of sorts,like with a cold or something. Being unwell makes me feel out of control,and then I need to stay in control of my environment.
The more strong and healthy and in control I feel,the more I crave being pushed out of that comfort zone!! I crave the contrast!
I have now given up reading own reviews on punting type forums.Its definitely too risky, I mean its great to read good reviews but I am unbelievably sensitive to criticism, so reading a few negative opinions..well even one in fact..is enough to negatively impact my confidence and enthusiasm for weeks.And of course that is then going to impact the quality of service I provide,which will hardly help matters!!
I have some really fantastic supportive clients now, who I adore seeing and always want to give my complete attention. Thank you so much to those of you who are so loyal,always asking me when I am coming back to your area and watching out for dates on here and booking in advance!! It really means the world to me,and I will always go above and beyond for my loyal regular guys.

Friday, October 13th 2017

The past few months

Hi,I know I haven't posted on my blog for ages now. I keep meaning to but am so busy with all my tours- travelling and booking hotels and working out where to try next!
A couple of highlights over the last few months have been where another female has been involved! It makes me realise how much I miss that extra dynamic.
One of my clients in London,a very handsome and confident, well dressed man in his prime,occasionally brings his beautiful girlfriend to join us.
His girlfriend likes to watch him receive deepthroat and finds it horny to watch.
I love the feeling of being watched,and also the excitement of knowing myself how exciting and stimulating a little jealousy can feel in a controlled situation!
Sometimes she strokes my body and touches me while i am sucking him.I find that incredibly exciting.In my mind I conjure up a fantasy where I am their sex slave, a position I imagine to be like a beloved pet. I know my place,and am there to bring extra happiness to their relationship. And in turn they appreciate and care for me. The submissive part of me craves this,a life that is so much more simple, not having to make decisions,not having to have normal responsibilities.Feeling secure and wanted,no complicated game playing.
Of course in reality I would probably be happy for 2 days like that and then be desperate to get back to my old life!

I also had my fantastic meet with "The Naked Therapist" , after being booked by a couple and only finding out once we chatted that the woman had a profile on AW!
I was incredibly nervous once I knew,but also so so excited!! It was so strange because I had always wanted to meet her after reading her current profile and her old one ..until she told me I didn't know it was the same person.
Holly is a very special person,extremely gifted in making people feel amazing,cherished and valued.. alongside making them horny beyond belief and giving heaven sent pleasure. I fell in love with her extremely quickly,understanding why her clients love her so much!
It was one of the best sessions I have ever had with another woman,because I fancied her beyond belief :)

Monday, May 29th 2017

Summer horniness

God I was talking to a lovely client the other day about gangbangs and how much I used to adore them. Wish to God I was doing one tonight. I have the horn big time! Lol
I would love to be on a big bed surrounded by 10 men who haven't had sex in a year!! To be at their service and put through my paces as a horny slut :p
Of course in my fantasies condoms are not required so I could be bareback fucked to my hearts content. I love imagining being filled to the brim with the sperm from lots of different men, so it's all sloppy and mixed together and running out of me. To feel it being forced out the sides of my pussy and arse as the next big hard cock slides into my hole..
Once I took part in a party where I knelt on the floor and guys came in my mouth one by one until my mouth literally started to overflow. I don't even know how many men there were. It was hands down the horniest thing I have ever experienced.I loved thinking of all the millions of sperm swimming alive in my mouth.. I swallowed it all. A huge mouthful of mixed creamy cum. I loved knowing it was in my stomach afterwards, what a dirty little slut I was...
I still haven't fulfilled a fantasy of being covered in CUM from lots of different men. I'd love that. To be literally covered in sticky congealed sperm. So my hair is all stuck together and I am unrecognisable.
I fucking love men, and cum and cock. And I want to be wanted and needed by them.

Wednesday, April 26th 2017

The Wind Vs The Sun

No its not about the weather! Hope you are well.
Following my last rather defiant and sad blog I am delighted to say that I am doing great. Thanks so much to all the lovely messages of support :)

So recently on tour I had two short bookings with two different clients.
What really made me look back and analyse them was the completely different feelings I had with each..despite the fact that the physical activity I was performing with each (whatever could it be I wonder?! lol) was exactly the same.
One guy got the very most out of me,and the other ,although satisfied and thrilled to experience true deepthroat, really didn't .

It reminded me of that old tale about the wind and the sun competing to get a person's coat off.

Guy 1 arrived excited to meet me,and determined to get his money's worth.
He pushed and directed me to do more,to get his cock that bit further into my throat, telling me to try just that bit harder. Pushing on the back of my head and holding me there, and when I fought for breath ,came up for air,asking me whether he had given me permission to take a breath.
The more he pushed me,the more he demanded and tried to take..the less I was giving. My throat became less accommodating,my ability to hold my breath decreased,my flexibility lessened. My whole wish to give and to please slowly ebbed away.
I am sensitive.Very emotionally sensitive. Its what makes me so very good at what I do. I don't do clinical,robotic interactions.I care. I give of my own free will. I do not sell my body. I sell my gifts... A service.
The way it felt to me was that this man thought he had paid for my mouth and throat. And was completely focused on how to use it and manipulate it for his own enjoyment. Completely forgetting that it was attached to a loving,giving,feeling woman.
He left jubilant,appearing to feel he had got what he came for. I on the other hand,was left feeling uncomfortable and saddened.

Guy number 2 arrived a while later. He greeted me with a smile,and told me excitedly how much he was looking forward to what I do. How it would make his long and stressful journey all worthwhile.
He put his trust, and his precious cock,in my hands.(Ok thats a lie..in my mouth!)
He let me get to work, and I could literally feel the tension leaving his body.
He gave in to me,and my "art". And I appreciated that trust.
Every moan of appreciation, every word of praise, is nectar to me.It fuels me to make it even better,to give MORE. I felt so in tune with him i was getting incredibly turned on myself. My mouth and throat became softer,more pliable, long strings of saliva flowing like a river... I could move my body easily to serve him , my muscles relaxing and submitting to his deepest carnal wants and needs.
It became effortless, and I felt so happy, so fulfilled, knowing how much he loved and appreciated what I can do. He was using my gift to gain his own pleasure, but respectfully, gratefully, and with total understanding and awe of me as a woman with talent.
When he left, legs like jelly,and happy and so relaxed- I felt high as a kite . Blissed out. Adored. Special. Lucky. Proud.

So the first guy was like the wind trying to blow someone's coat off,where the person only wrapped their coat tighter to them. As he tried harder and harder being forceful and demanding, it only led to me being more and more tense and less giving and accommodating.
The second was like the sun,he warmed me up,he dissolved any inhibitions and self consciousness I had away with his praise. And we both basked in the glory!

Sunday, January 15th 2017

Stigma..

Hi. So I can only apologize for not writing more blogs recently.
The past 12 months have been a little challenging for me.
Basically because the inevitable happened,in that some people who I would rather not have known about this part of my life have discovered it,and then judged me for it and tried to negatively impact my life in order to somehow make themselves feel better.
I just can't get my head around people like this...I mean if someone is minding their own business and not hurting anyone( I would argue quite the opposite!), then why do you need to punish them somehow??
Its actually happened to me a couple of times now,and I can hand on heart say I have never ever even considered doing this to anyone myself.
Surely its actually rather disturbing that someone is actually interested in my private life enough to care??What does that say about their own life/lives?
It really saddens me that people can be malicious and vindictive and judgemental.
I suppose I like to live in my little bubble of heaven where everyone just gets on with living their own life and making it as happy as possible.
I don't watch the news or read papers.At all. I find it all incredibly depressing and negative.And negativity attracts negativity.
I love what I do .Deeply. But occasionally I do wonder if there is something wrong with me,when I am reminded how horrified and disgusted some people are about sexwork. I am not immune to shame and humiliation. It starts to creep like a black smoke into my head and all of a sudden I want to disappear.
But that isn't my shame.It shame others are trying to push onto me.Against my will.
Its wrong.Its bullying.Its shameful.
I love men. I love sex. I love pleasure. I love the human body in all its glorious variations.
I will not be ashamed.

Friday, September 23rd 2016

My first Scottish tour ..GLASGOW!!!

OMG!!! Have I finally found a rival to my London tour success??
I have been hoping for ages now to find a place I can tour regularly that is reliably busy and with the calibre of client I love to thrill..discerning ,intelligent, warm and passionate men who love a woman who is happy with herself and who genuinely takes pleasure in what she does!!
I had the most fantastic fun two days in Glasgow ,I was busy and SO appreciated by the men I met. Thank you all so much for taking the time to visit me,a couple of you even came over from Edinburgh to meet me.
The Scottish accent was very horny (and just occasionally a little hard to understand lol).
I am already planning my next visit and hope so much to see some familiar faces(and other parts ;)).
I did have to turn away a fair few of you due to getting very booked up ,but rest assured I will be back soon xxx

Thursday, October 22nd 2015

FINALLY A NEW BLOG POST!

Well hello again guys.I know its about bloody time i wrote a new blog post!
This year has just flown and there are many things i feel like i never get round to.
A big sorry to all of you who keep trying to see me and are finding it tricky ..i do only escort part time so it all needs to be planned ahead unfortunately.
I must say my recent tour to London was the best to date..a great mixture of new and regular clients,every single one completely unique and fascinating.
By far the thing I adore most in this work is meeting new people who i would not come across (great pun) in ordinary life.
For me meeting a new guy is like a trip to another country..exciting,new,challenging,fun,inspiring..
It refreshes me and revs me up every time. There is absolutely NOTHING on earth more fulfilling for me than a guy's praise for what i am doing,so of course the reactions of someone new who is having his mind completely blown is completely addictive. Its like a drug.
Last time in London I met a new client who had been looking for proper deepthroat his whole adult life! He had been into watching deepthroat in porn since puberty ,and had searched on this site and online for years to find it. As he told me all this at the beginning of our meeting I couldn't stop grinning from ear to ear..can you imagine how incredible it is to sit there listening to that KNOWING i can deliver someone's lifelong dream???
So of course we got down to it and had a fantastic time. Sheer bliss! I completely went to town to please him. And to top it off he fucks like a machine and was kind enough to indulge me too! I do adore giving the oral and giving pleasure,as much as receiving,but that doesnt mean i do not adore being fucked too. I know its a pain to have to put on a condom, i hate it too..and when sti's are eradicated for good i will be the first in the queue to burn every condom i own, but i still want to be fucked regardless!
Some of my clients have the most beautiful hard cocks ever,and i literally want to beg them to fuck me..but i do also understand how hard it is to tear oneself away from my mouth and throat ;)
Thanks especially to another amazing client in London this last time, who is like a walking talking insiders guide to the big city,I ,along with my girlfriend who came to keep me company, got to go to a beautiful little tapas restaurant in Angel Islington in the evening. And then to Borough food market on saturday morning..omg what an incredible place!! If you are a food lover you have to try it. I can't wait to go back for longer next time.
I better sign off now,but i will try and blog more often.I am always amazed at how many guys tell me they have read it.
Thank you to all of you who visit me,and help make me feel like a complete Goddess.It means the world .
x

Saturday, June 6th 2015

Summer fun

SO summer is upon us..God is it really that long since I last blogged??!

I am now only doing my incalls from hotels/apartments..and touring regularly.
I need to be busy and getting lots of feedback,it makes me so happy to know my clients love my service and think about me even long after our booking!
On that note..this week an extremely yummy man visited me for the second time.
He explained to me that he had driven from Peterborough for 3 hours just to visit me again,because he had tried to meet girls near him since his last booking with me late last year,but found they weren't quite the same..
I was so completely over the moon to hear that.It made my week!!
Needless to say I made every effort to make sure his second time with me was worth the trip!!
I have had a mixture this week of men i have enjoyed before,and a couple of new ones.All have been a complete delight.
Special thanks go to a certain delicious stafford man who I had a fantastic laugh with,and another who was just a godsend on an incredibly horny day,he fucked me so perfectly,beautifully hard and strong and deep..despite my demon-like possession when I become insatiable..Alot of guys find that a bit,um,scary!
This coming week i am trying manchester for the first time,only for a few hours though.I hope its busy and fun so I will want to go back!!
Tonight I head off to a swinger club party,a rare treat for me these days..I will make sure i am the centre of attention..otherwise its just no fun ;)
Any who read this...If you are into deepthroat in porn,I would love you to text or email me a link to any of your favourite clips.It all helps me improve with tips and tricks!!
Love to you all x

Thursday, February 26th 2015

Bella the munter..Newcastle upon Tyne

Well I toured Newcastle upon Tyne this week and had a fantastic couple of days there. Every guy I saw was completely respectful,fun and extremely complimentary and appreciative of me and my talents!
I absolutely thrive on meeting new people..even the cabbie who took me to the station at the end of the 2 days was completely lovely and told me practically his whole life story in ten minutes!
I have had more interest and requests to go back from both clients I saw and ones who have since read about me than any other tour I've done.
This is in part due to one lovely gentleman who took the time and trouble to write me a field report (they are like trophies for me, i swear I will read them out to carers when I am in a nursing home one day !).
He also wrote me a review on ukpunting.
I have commented on a forum on that site once before a couple of years ago and was completely crucified..they said things about how horrendous my pics were and that they would never want to visit me.
It upset me that men could be so venomous. Some of them seem to despise the very women they pay to visit.
I never do want my profile to appeal to men like that.
This profile..with its terrible pictures of Bella the munter,have brought me some of the most fantastic,caring ,fun loving,passionate men I have ever met, memories of which I will take to my grave.
The men I choose to see pick me because they take the time to do more than zoom in on my pictures in order to find fault. They read what I have written,they can sense who I am and what I'm about ,and they make an effort to respect the way I ask to be contacted.
I don't want your life story.I just like an honest message, telling me who you are and why you would like to meet me. I can't meet everyone.I pick the messages that appeal to me.
Its my choice. Just because my clients pay to spend time with me doesn't mean I am for sale to everybody.
I do this for me.
X

Wednesday, February 18th 2015

Men,cocks and deep throat wonder

I wonder why when I receive a well thought out email and introduction from a new man explaining why he would love to meet me never fails to excite me.
Why is it so important to me to be wanted,desired,needed by man after man after man.
Why am I not happy like most girls,with one?
Many of you say to me how i am addicted to cock..but its not that at all.
I do like cocks of course,but its what I can give to you ..to a man,that excites me.That I am addicted to.
His reactions,knowing I am going to blow his mind..I imagine the other punting experiences he might have had.Often I ask a little background to find out.
I know I am different. My pleasure in sucking cock,in deep throating ,is so much to do with the giving of pleasure.But I also love the power of it.The act is submissive of course.But I know full well that long after my client leaves me I am on his mind! Flashbacks. I can awaken men whose passion has gone to sleep.
I can remind them of how sex should feel.Sex where passion is unleashed,where the world outside disappears.Where we are both carefree in the moment.
I love the gasp of excitement and wonder as his cock disappears all the way down my throat.Like a magic trick!!
It makes me giggle with delight.I am so lucky to be able to deep throat the way I do.
So that is the part I love on one level,but then there is the even more submissive part of me who loves to be used.A fuck toy.A respected,keep in good condition because I am precious fuck toy,but a fuck toy nonetheless.
I escape when I am used.My body becomes a vessel for pleasure,and my brain gets a holiday.
Submission is my only holiday!! I can never switch off.I live a chaotic life as a mum and a professional as well as as an escort.I pay all the bills. I arrange everything.Take care of everything.
When a cock is in my throat,when a mans hand is in my hair,slowly using my head to wank with..when I start to struggle for air and have to snatch a breath ,when I start to feel like I am drowning in my own saliva..I am free.
I have no responsibility.I am not a person even. There is nothing I can do but concentrate on the moment.The next breath.The pulsing of his cock.The quickening of his breath.The low moans and growls of the true man...the inner caveman taking what he wants from me.And of course I have one goal.To receive his cum.His cream.The icing on the cake.I have tried normal holidays over and over,but they don't work for me!!
I need to submit,to escape regularly or life becomes unbearable for me.
I used to get depressed before.Now I have a release valve.
I'm an addict.But it goes much much deeper than loving cock!

Thursday, February 12th 2015

Submission/boundaries

I had a wonderfully busy time in Birmingham city centre this week for a couple of days..it was fantastic to feel so wanted.
I had some great sessions with some regular and some new clients.
One in particular really confused me though..A regular client of mine who loves to be very forceful and dominant in quite an aggressive way came to see me,and I just couldnt get into it at all this time..I kept having to stop ,i felt vulnerable,and disliked, and just couldn't let him be so rough.
I have been wracking my brain since to understand it,and have now come to the conclusion that I have reached a point where I want that real dom/submissive play to be meaningful to me now on an emotional private level.
I will always be sexually sub in that I like to serve and make men happy,and adore giving mindblowing deepthroat and fantastic dirty sex. But the forceful stuff,the more hardcore stuff takes a deeper connection which I want to foster with one special person.
I only get something out of it if i adore the man enough to want to give everything.And he should know I only give myself fully to him.
So facefucking me is fine ,but just not rough or nasty or too aggressive please.No slapping me or spitting at me.
I want to feel respected and admired for the service I give.

Tuesday, February 3rd 2015

MY dark passenger

I adore what I do. If anyone watches "Dexter",like me..I identify with him and his double life. His "dark passenger" as he calls it.He needs to kill people,it makes him feel alive.
I don't need to kill people,of course..but I do need to let out my dark side. The inner slut.The dark Goddess within.
Having a "normal life" and then an escorting/swinging life fulfills me.I feel complete.
I used to feel trapped.Suffocated by normality. Because a massive side of me was being hidden all the time.In 2011 I unleashed her.
And I swear I have never been happier than in the previous 4 years of my life.
I get to use my talents and my absolute love of everything sexual to bring joy to others..to make their lives less mundane...to help them unleash their dark side.To give them experiences they can remember forever.
Its almost spiritual how I feel about it.Sex is my religion perhaps.
I have absolutely zero shame about my passion.No guilt.I love sex,and deepthroat..and I am great at it..gifted.And I reserve my right to use it the same way a musician or actor uses their gift...to make money,and to make others happy.To provide enjoyment.
It saddens me so much that if some people knew this side of me they would judge me.They would try to rescue me.They might even pity me.
I am so proud of everything I have done. And yet I would be persecuted for it.
I recently watched "The Imitation Game" at the cinema..I had no idea of the story before I went..and I identified with it.This man who achieved so much,who should have been celebrated..was chemically castrated and prosecuted for being gay.People once they found out were so disgusted by him.They couldn't see past it.
I couldnt get up out of the chair when it ended,because I couldn't stop crying.And I don't cry easily!
I feel like being like me is so isolating sometimes..in normal life.I have to hide it away. My passion,my love. Because my sexual dark side horrifies people .And yet I am a normal, intelligent ,well brought up,caring person.
No relationships for me. No love for me. Because the only love or relationship I want from now on is one where I am the whole me..sex mad,uninhibited,exhibitionist,passionate,submissive,dirty..as well as all the normal qualities!!
Maybe I should apply to the undatables programme!